Finally I know what to do...and when and why.

My days are over 31st of October 2009.

This because I wanted to live with my best friend the rest of my life... however, she doesn´t seem to want that... so I have to die before her....Then I´ll be happy I lived the rest of my life with her <3

She doesn´t understand....how important she is. But hay...noone will miss me anyway.